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Oh my god. Haha. I love these. Josh Brierly (who is now like, my 3rd favourite person) was singing them to me all weekend. I <3 him. He’s bloody amazing. Haha. He understands the shit i’ve been through… and just generally is on of the most genuine, lovely guys i know. And he’s piss funny 
So yeah, i got to spend the weekend with my 3 favourite people. I got to spend it with Lizzy. That everyone who reads this will know about. Haha, if i had to share a room with someone, i was bloody glad it was her. Although granted, she was a bit of a slob. But it was awesome 
I sat with her on the coach there, and that was awesome. Although a lot of the time i was tickling Josh.
Ohh.. now to mention Josh. Noone’s really met him who’ll read this.
I met Josh when i went away to Anglesey, and as soon as i noticed him, i knew for a fact that i’d end up chatting to him. He just made me really curious about him. He seemed pretty intimidating, but he had a laugh with people. I remember when we were all first sat around in the circle, and we had to say one thing about ourselves in the group.. and his was “I hate group talks”… and it just made me laugh. ANd we loved spending the week together. And we’ve been texting since, and seeing eachother every now and again. But this weekend, i got to spend basically the whole weekend with him. And it was amazing. Honestly, I’m bloody lucky to have him. He isn’t interested in me just because he thinks i’m good looking. In fact, he said he noticed me before we even got to Anglesey and met. And he is just… lovely. And good looking. And amazing.
And because of Josh, i got to meet Josh B. Who is just sweet. I spent the majority of the weekend with him aswell. Eating meals, listening in the workshops, and just chilling out.
Josh and Josh both just, think I’m awesome. And i love that. No matter how many times i try and disagree with them, they still think I’m a great person.
And i actually feel like one.
Honestly guys, i know i’ve only been with Oldham Youth Council for like… 2 months. But it has actually just made me feel like a better person. I don’t need to hold these pathetic grudges against people. It doesn’t mean that i love everyone. It just means that i don’t hate anyone.
Oh, and if there’s any confusion about James…. me and him just aren’t friends. That’s it. And i’m not bothered. He can think what he wants and say what he wants. I don’t care. If he’s gunno PMS and decide he doesn’t want to be my friend once a month, then i don’t care. It’s his choice, and it doesn’t even bother me.
i <3 U GUYS
Peace out, rock on, much love
xx
